I dont know how why the shit thats happening to me happend and im so fucken broken that glass cant ever be broken the way i am. I am going insane i swear i dont know what the fuck to do im trying to listen to music to calm down but the shit that has happend to me overcomes the music, the family, the friends and everything i dont know how i am going to come out to the other side i just dont know what i did for all this shit to happen and idk if the truth was really sad i hope it was bc if its not im going to go insane trust me and im so fucken depressed i cant take this shit no more like i never felt this way in my life and idk what im gonna fucken do i feel like ima breakdown soon and its not gonna be good i just dont know what the fuck went wrong