I DONT KNOW HOW but i got to make it through all the tough shit that i go through, ok people will be there for me, sure but the one who has to make the decision at the end of the day is me and i have to be tough because this life of mine is not easy and its not gonna get any easier for me I HAVE TO BE CONFIDENT, I HAVE TO BE STRONG, I HAVE TO BE tough and i will be because nobody is gonna take shit from me people are just gonna give to me I AM the way i am for a fucken reason i wasnt just popped out the vagina and bamm im like this the people around me made me like this formed me and as i type this the people around me are still making me but right now i still got the fucken training wheels on only a couple of years until i got to take those of and do my thanggg   I HOPE PEOPLE KNOW THAT PEOPLE COME AND GO BC NOBODY NOBODY IS GONNA STAY THERE FOREVER