Please dont go sike get the fuck outa here
We go each others ways and learn how to be normal in this little place we call the “Bay”
What a day
Aight aight i thought i was the best and i forgot about the rest, i fucked up big time, but theres no regrets like poker i placed all my bets and i lost, so now i have to move on and just walk with my head up before i fuck up and want to get lit up. Im trying to move on but i cant something is holding me back, i went thru so much pain and in the end it just went down the fucken drain and i know im just acting so stressed but so many people tell me im blessed so whats the point of worrying if life moves on. I HOPE I GET BETTER
I dont know how why the shit thats happening to me happend and im so fucken broken that glass cant ever be broken the way i am. I am going insane i swear i dont know what the fuck to do im trying to listen to music to calm down but the shit that has happend to me overcomes the music, the family, the friends and everything i dont know how i am going to come out to the other side i just dont know what i did for all this shit to happen and idk if the truth was really sad i hope it was bc if its not im going to go insane trust me and im so fucken depressed i cant take this shit no more like i never felt this way in my life and idk what im gonna fucken do i feel like ima breakdown soon and its not gonna be good i just dont know what the fuck went wrong
WHY DO WE ALL TRY TO BE THE SAME??????? !!!! Ok she got a Cardigan?????, I WANT A CARDIGAN!!!!! He has vanS???? I WANT SOME VANS!!!!!!! HE HAS A CAR???? I WANT A CAR!!!!!!!
WHY THE FUCK DO WE TRY TO BE THE SAME!!!!!????
I DONT KNOW HOW but i got to make it through all the tough shit that i go through, ok people will be there for me, sure but the one who has to make the decision at the end of the day is me and i have to be tough because this life of mine is not easy and its not gonna get any easier for me I HAVE TO BE CONFIDENT, I HAVE TO BE STRONG, I HAVE TO BE tough and i will be because nobody is gonna take shit from me people are just gonna give to me I AM the way i am for a fucken reason i wasnt just popped out the vagina and bamm im like this the people around me made me like this formed me and as i type this the people around me are still making me but right now i still got the fucken training wheels on only a couple of years until i got to take those of and do my thanggg I HOPE PEOPLE KNOW THAT PEOPLE COME AND GO BC NOBODY NOBODY IS GONNA STAY THERE FOREVER
”I LIKE WHAT I DO, AND I DO WHAT I LIKE”